HI IT'S BEEN A WHILE. There is a letter to u down here plz! -edit- the last lyrics don't mean leave LIFE lol I am not suicidal SO this past year has been a time of RELEASING music. Producing the songs I've written and put out on this channel, writing for production and playing with a band on tour. Trouble IS now I feel like everything I put on this channel must be for production which sends me into a SPiRAL of "it's not good enough to be recorded! once I upload it that's IT it's finished and cannot be changed! I can't set this in stone!`" etc hence why no uploads, creative crisis, etc. But I think what I'm going to do iiiiis ignore that lol. And just upload anyway. BUT, to my audience - plz bare in mind that these are like... first drafts of songs. When I go to produce them we might change stuff around, add new sections, etc. And for that I am sorry! I fly to LA for the WHOLE of january. I'll be writing and collabing my heart out! I'm so sorry for the hiatus. This year has been a LOT love u! truly! thank you for EVERYTHING. And your words and love DO help me. I'm working on believing them. xxx LYRICS he was certain so was I there was comfort in her sighs dreams and ideas should not be the same thing You waited smiling for this oh she’d want it if she knew she could take it, I thought too be careful be cautious but you just wished harder you waited smiling for this -chorus- “But they love you!” over and over “they love you!” thousands and thousands of eyes just like mine aching to find who they are and they love you! oh you can feel how they love you! coated and warm but that’s all they can do words only get through if they’re sharp Oh how fitting for one so fake make me a fairy whatever it takes and just like her tale my dream was a scam Oh you waited smiling for this I am burnt out I smell of smoke it seeps through her cracks and so I start to choke sentences sit in her mouth that are templated You waited smiling for this -chorus- I can just talk about it maybe I'll talk about it i'll never talk about it i cannot talk about it don't build hope on something broken i am not cartoon cry for help i am not joking i might just leave soon. if u like my writing - i wrote a book! http://secretsforthemadbook.com/ http://www.twitter.com/doddleoddle http://www.youtube.com/doddlevloggle Snapchat and Instagram username is doddleoddle BUSINESS EMAIL: [email protected] http://www.patreon.com/doddleoddle