Stream + Download Post Traumatic: http://mshnd.co/PT Directed by Antoni Sendra PODENCO https://www.podenco.tv/ Animated by Antoni Sendra and Luis LLácer Boy: Lucas Amador Girl: Concha Núñez Cinematographers: Carlos Aparicio (concept) / Ilja Maran (performance) Performance shoot Director: Aaron Farley Art: Luis Llácer and Concha Núñez Director Assistant: Iván Fernández de Córdoba Stylists: Concha Núñez (concept) / Maxi (performance) Video Commissioner: Devin Sarno - Make It Up As I Go | Lyrics I keep on running backwards I keep on losing faith I thought I had the answers I thought I knew the way My brother said be patient My mother held my hand I don’t know what I’m chasing I don’t know who I am Woke up this morning holding my head Thinking last night is one I’ll regret Washing off the bad decisions / the blurry vision The clues that I’m still a mess Spitting out the taste I have in my mouth Knowing what this all is really about Knowing there’s an explanation / an expiration I gotta figure shit out And they’re asking me / if I can see / the darkness down below And I know it’s true / I say I do / when half the time I don’t Maybe I can’t make / what it may take / to leave this thing behind But I shut my eyes / and cross each line / and every time I keep on running backwards I keep on losing faith I thought I had the answers I thought I knew the way My brother said be patient My mother held my hand I don’t know what I’m chasing I don’t know who I am Waking in the dead of night I can’t sleep Sleeping in the light of day for like weeks Reality was out of focus I could be hopeless Instead I gritted my teeth I didn’t have the patience left to explain Didn’t wanna wait while nobody came I know the path ahead’s uneven But while I’m breathing I have to make my own lane And they’re asking me / if I can see / the darkness down below And I know it’s true / I say I do / when half the time I don’t Maybe I can’t make / what it may take / to leave this thing behind But I shut my eyes / and cross each line / and every time I keep on running backwards I keep on losing faith I thought I had the answers I thought I knew the way My brother said be patient My mother held my hand I don’t know what I’m chasing I don’t know who I am So I make it up as I go (o-oh, o-oh) I make it up as I go (o-oh, o-oh) So I make it up as I go (o-oh, o-oh) I make it up as I go As I go Make It Up As I Go [feat. K.Flay] (Official Video) - Mike Shinoda