AVAILABLE FOR DOWNLOAD FOR *TWO WEEKS ONLY* https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/roast-yourself-single/1420282829?ls=1&app=itunes NEW SINGLE & MUSIC VIDEO "HONESTLY" 8.15.18! Hey guys! I wanted to bring this challenge back... but with a twist. Watch to the end. VIDEO SHOT BY: Peter Macaluso www.youtube.com/nepotismTV @_macarony SONG PRODUCED BY: Beeks Vybe (@beeksvybe) special thanks to my friends at Collab for helping me SO MUCH with this video!! FOR REAL YOU WERE AMAZING TY! ???? TURN ON MY NOTIFICATIONS???? LYRICS TO THE SECOND HALF: overwhelmed overworked overpaid i’m on top of the world, sittin’ pretty on a stack but the static still cracks in my veins at the bottom of the universe i’m feeling all the weight people die for this people lie for this people suck and fuck some guy for this pay the toll for this sell their soul for this play the part but whats my role in this i’m not built for this all the guilt of this and i don’t think i can deal with this im too old for this gonna fold from this people starvin’ and i get gold for this? you all chalk me up as some whiney fuck who’s stressed by success like my life sucks i get it, i know, its such a conundrum i get what i want but i can’t have much fun with it it’s not the fame or the money i’m yearnin’ i don’t give a fuck about what i’ve been earnin’ but each day i wake up more blessed and i’m learnin’ of all of these people I’m least to deserve it. i don’t deserve it. i try to be perfect i’ll never be perfect. i’m not worth. keep lookin’ for answers i swear i’ve been searchin’ but come up short, and i give up quick, ‘cause if i found it i think id be scared of it. you don’t see the scene thats behind the screen and i urge you all to beware of it it’s an interesting dichotomy of monetized sincerity stir up my insecurity with constant uncertainty generation of anxiety the “look at me” society dubiety of piety the gods all suffer silently i’m sorry for my obsession with attention. i have ungodly fear of rejection. my apprehension and objection is the viral infection of dollars and followers in place of affection what i need is a human connection not blue light and a foggy reflection of my misconception of my own perception a result of way too much introspection they find my disinterest interesting my depression, a funny thing my decline is relatable people love that i hate myself yeah, they love that i hate myself people love that i hate myself people love that i hate myself people love that i hate myself i climbed out of my head and watched myself implode a thought without a body ought to be a shot to take a load off my brain is poisoned and i’m searching for the antidote but every time i find it my defenses scream “oh, no you don’t!” woah but it's fine no, really i'm fine it’s just a matter of time you’ll lose your mind and not be fine from time to time i’m not crazy, but i feel crazy all a sudden in a city never seein’ snow or rain or leaves in autumn lose yourself in seasons not remembering that you forgot ‘em knocking on my door, i can’t confront ‘em so i lock them out but i don’t mind no, i really don’t mind cause believe it or not it feels good to be forgot from time to time so forget me and please, God, forgive me if you feel a touched underwhelmed by all my overwhelming negativity who am i and when? when’s my work day end and where does me begin? are these my colleagues or my friends? on a scale of ten to one do you hate who i’ve become? ‘cause i hate who i’ve become. i’m sorry for who i’ve become. Try BetterHelp: http://betterhelp.com/gabbie vlog about my BetterHelp experience: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qi1REETDlvs ????DOWNLOAD “SATELLITE” NOW!! https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/satellite-single/1315234183 ????DOWNLOAD “OUT LOUD” NOW!! https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/out-loud-single/id1275959030 ????BUY ADULTOLESCENCE! http://gabbiehannabook.com/ USE MY LYFT CODE! "GABBIE38" ▶SUBSCRIBE! https://www.youtube.com/subscription_center?add_user=TheGabbieShow ▶MY VLOG CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPVc4QnmAK13FdJydoQiljg ▶FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM: @thegabbieshow http://instagram.com/thegabbieshow ▶FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER: @thegabbieshow https://twitter.com/thegabbieshow ▶SNAP ME! I SNAP BACK: TheGabbieShow http://www.snapchat.com/add/thegabbieshow ▶FACEBOOK.com/thegabbieshow https://facebook.com/thegabbieshow ▶MUSICAL.LY/LIVE.LY: @thegabbieshow